Have actually been pondering on so many things lately. So many things, that I'm too lazy to write that down. Friendship, relationship, kinship, passion, all the mortal stuff in this world. So many things arose, that forced me into accepting the fact (again) that nothing's absolute. Even if it's long lost friend, that nowadays you don't find the passion in contacting each other anymore, it doesn't absolutely mean you hate him/her. Vice versa. Environment changes, forcing people to change. Everything seems so fragile.
That very pessimistic idea has once brought me into believing that it's best not to put in too much of passion into anything. The wisest thing to do is to keep a balance. Too much of pessimism makes someone passive, unambitious and dull. Be passionate in everything we do, yet not to let anything harm us. The only non-evolving theory is “evolution” itself. Don't be too depressed over something, at the same time, don't be overjoyed. Sounds like a philosopher, sounds like acting wise, but these are the points that I've been demanding myself to achieve this.
Life's been boring as well lately. Sigh. I know that actually depends on how wise I intend it to be, but, sigh, really have no idea since when I've turned into man with thousand worries. >.< (Sighing twice within a sentence doesn't sound like a good start though) Hope I can awesomely survive this month, before more “FUN” awaits!
But above all, I still believe in certain immortal things that I can still have faith in. Religion, which is a very subjective idea, that so long you believe in your own God's existence, He'll always be there; parents' love which is always the purest; and myself.
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